Freestyle writing entry

I am sitting on my couch right now looking at my green wall. We are allowed to paint on base housing but have to paint it back so we only went with one wall. My mom just called. They are coming for a visit at the end of the month. I went to ITT (information, tours &tickets) yesterday to see about tubing down blackwater river and about fishing charter boats. I love vacation and days off. If I could I would never work another day in my life. I am so lazy. This is not a good thing. I feel like if I were to die today my tombstone would read "Lazy girl who really loved her sleep." I guess that is a bit morbid to think about. I am a morbid thinker. I think about death more than I talk about it cause talking about all the what if so and so were to die makes people uncomfortable. What if we all lived our lives based on what would be written in our obituaries and only had one sentence written on your Tombstone? What would you want to leave people thinking about? Sometimes I really care about what people think. Other times I trick myself with thinking, "Who is this punk?" but I think at the end of the day I still want that punk to like me. I love my husband. He knows me better than anyone I think. What I like most is I can truly be myself. I'm not sure thats a good thing. I am not as nice and people seem to think I am. He knows that. I like that he knows that and still loves me anyway. Haha, he just called and asked if I wanted to walk the dogs...ok, back from walking the dogs. He is watering the yard now. We did a lot of yard work this past week. We were able to get 4 large bushes and 5 grassy plants for free from our friends who just bought a house. (Thank you Brooke and Charlie! We had fun, or at least I did, haha!) Their house was a bit over landscaped and mine had nothing at all. They helped us and we helped them. We also painted our shutters. We bought some red paint from Wal-mart and the guy had no idea what he was doing. It looked almost orange. I painted one set and decided that I hated it. We ended up spray painting them cause the paint looked better and it was the faster lazier way to get things done in the heat of Florida. I tried to see if we could take them down before we painted them but they were breaking off and I did not want to have to buy replacement shutters. My mom said they were cheap but 4 sets from online would have been about $160. If this was OUR house then I know that would seem cheap, but some other military family will move in after we move out so....I'm not buying the shutters. So now you prolly guessed it...we have spray paint on our house. James thinks it will come off with a little bit of sandpaper. I hope it does, I'll try that on Friday. That is my next day off. It is too hot and I am too tired to try when I get off from work. I was able to switch my day off this week from Thursday to Friday. That is good cause we are going to a Jason Aldean concert on Thursday night and I am not going to want to wake up at 3am the next day. I need to start listening to more of his music so I can sing along to all the songs. I know a lot of them but I need a refresher. Concerts are way more fun when you can sing along. I think we will listen to him as we fall asleep tonight. Then tomorrow I will steal James' iPod and start listening in my car. ;) Ok well James is wanting me to make him a grilled cheese so I'm going to go do that. Have a great week.