This month I am late. Really late actually. I took a test this morning and nope...no cigar. I'm sad. I let myself get excited again when really I haven't taken my medicine so I'm most likely just irregular again.
So I am just bumming around the house this morning and skipping church. Yup, after the whole spiel of how you should give church a try if you aren't connected. blah blah blah.
I just don't want to show up and then start bawling uncontrollably and then everyone looks at me and like what is her problem, oh let's pray for her. ~ Ok, I know it wont be like that and I do miss my friends that go there.
It's not like I'm the only one trying out there. We are still in just the first stages, no drugs at all yet besides the one for my blood sugar. I feel selfish and sad and mad.
That's about it. It's a rotten burrito day. I'll mope and then try again. Tomorrow's a new day and hey, trying is fun.
Yup, that's all folks.
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