I feel like bitterness is eating me alive. I'm letting it. It shows it's ugly face and I let it take over. Where does it come from? How do I make it go away? I thought I was an encouraging person. I am no longer. What if I never was?
I want to be nice. When I reach inside all I see is death. I don't want to see or talk to anyone. I am not a good friend. I am not a good person. Why does anyone want me in their life? I am ugly, ugly from the inside out.
