Thursday, July 21, 2011

James on the News

James was on our local Fox channels news last night! He is the instructor in the white helmet.

http://www.fox10tv.com/dpp/news/local_news/pensacola/Navy-bomb-assemblers-train-locally?ref=scroller

Hooray for the Weekend!

I am off tomorrow so I get a three day weekend! :)

I plan on going to yoga in the morning and then attempting to remove the spray paint from the house. I bought Goof Off and Krud Kutter graffiti remover so we will see which one works without doing any damage to the siding.

Update on baby making. ;) haha. I just completed my second round of Clomid. All I can say is HOLY HOT FLASHES! I had about 20 yesterday. They don't last long thank goodness, but enough to make my upper lip and forehead break out in a sweat. My first round I didn't take my temperature so I am doing that this round. So far it hasn't raised enough to say that I'm ovulating yet, but I still have a couple of weeks. I'm excited that it's gonna happen. I take my next pregnancy test on Aug 5th. If not pregnant I have one more round and then I am referred out of family practice and to OB. 

My parents and nephew are coming into town the first week in August. We are really excited. My mom is bringing me down my mom's old sewing machine and teaching me how to work it. I always get stuck when I first start, on how to work the bobbin and how to change the thread out. I want to learn some simple projects and hopefully get to were I can make some sun dresses. My friend Brooke recently made me some curtains and is all excited about sewing. She has sewed so many curtains, shower curtains, pillow cases and even a bed runner for her own house. She definitely does things full speed ahead! :) So the plan is to have a day were my mom can teach me some things but also show Brooke some things too. I know that I will be calling Brooke over to help if I get stuck somewhere.

We also plan on tubing down a current river and also go deep sea fishing on a charter boat. I think I might convince them to go to a movie on base since Wednesday 12 and 12:30 movies are FREE! I love FREE! and I love movies. :)

I am super excited about hanging out with Neal. He is such a good kid and I'm not just saying that cause he is my nephew. Honest!

I think that is most of our big plans for August. In September we plan on taking a weekend trip to Atlanta and meeting Faie and PG for a Braves game. We also have the make-up of the Jason Aldean concert because it was rained out. We still went and had the time of our lives though! We got completely SOAKED on the way back to the car so we figured we were already wet so we just stayed and had a good time with our friends right there in the parking lot. Singing and dancing in the rain, swimming and muddin in our cars. I'm excited to go again! :) Also James will be turning 26 on the 24th!

That's pretty much what is going on here for the rest of the summer. I can't believe how fast this year is going by!

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Crazy Hounds

These are our hounds and you can see why we love them so much! They are just too cute even when they are loud. <3

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Freestyle writing entry

I am sitting on my couch right now looking at my green wall. We are allowed to paint on base housing but have to paint it back so we only went with one wall. My mom just called. They are coming for a visit at the end of the month. I went to ITT (information, tours &tickets) yesterday to see about tubing down blackwater river and about fishing charter boats. I love vacation and days off. If I could I would never work another day in my life. I am so lazy. This is not a good thing. I feel like if I were to die today my tombstone would read "Lazy girl who really loved her sleep." I guess that is a bit morbid to think about. I am a morbid thinker. I think about death more than I talk about it cause talking about all the what if so and so were to die makes people uncomfortable. What if we all lived our lives based on what would be written in our obituaries and only had one sentence written on your Tombstone? What would you want to leave people thinking about? Sometimes I really care about what people think. Other times I trick myself with thinking, "Who is this punk?" but I think at the end of the day I still want that punk to like me. I love my husband. He knows me better than anyone I think. What I like most is I can truly be myself. I'm not sure thats a good thing. I am not as nice and people seem to think I am. He knows that. I like that he knows that and still loves me anyway. Haha, he just called and asked if I wanted to walk the dogs...ok, back from walking the dogs. He is watering the yard now. We did a lot of yard work this past week. We were able to get 4 large bushes and 5 grassy plants for free from our friends who just bought a house. (Thank you Brooke and Charlie! We had fun, or at least I did, haha!) Their house was a bit over landscaped and mine had nothing at all. They helped us and we helped them. We also painted our shutters. We bought some red paint from Wal-mart and the guy had no idea what he was doing. It looked almost orange. I painted one set and decided that I hated it. We ended up spray painting them cause the paint looked better and it was the faster lazier way to get things done in the heat of Florida. I tried to see if we could take them down before we painted them but they were breaking off and I did not want to have to buy replacement shutters. My mom said they were cheap but 4 sets from online would have been about $160. If this was OUR house then I know that would seem cheap, but some other military family will move in after we move out so....I'm not buying the shutters. So now you prolly guessed it...we have spray paint on our house. James thinks it will come off with a little bit of sandpaper. I hope it does, I'll try that on Friday. That is my next day off. It is too hot and I am too tired to try when I get off from work. I was able to switch my day off this week from Thursday to Friday. That is good cause we are going to a Jason Aldean concert on Thursday night and I am not going to want to wake up at 3am the next day. I need to start listening to more of his music so I can sing along to all the songs. I know a lot of them but I need a refresher. Concerts are way more fun when you can sing along. I think we will listen to him as we fall asleep tonight. Then tomorrow I will steal James' iPod and start listening in my car. ;) Ok well James is wanting me to make him a grilled cheese so I'm going to go do that. Have a great week.

Monday, July 4, 2011

Happy 235th Birthday America!

Happy 4th of July everybody!

I hope everyone has had a safe and fun weekend so far and will keep that going tonight. We had a blast last night at a friends house and will have more fun today at another friends house. I love having friends. (Who doesn't right?!) Being a military spouse it isn't always easy to pick up and make new friends. Little did I know how small the military was and that we would have some of the same friends at every duty station we have been at. It is nice to see those familiar faces and have those shared experiences.

Last year for the forth we were back home in Missouri. We had just been house hunting in Florida for two weeks and then went home for two weeks before James had to report for duty. We had so much fun setting off our own fireworks. My mom of course made fantastic food and dessert. James had so much fun being the big kid with my nephew and setting all the fireworks off. I will never forget the look on Emma's face after he set off a lady bug firework. It spun around so quickly and flew up into the air with a screeching scream she turned around and ran to her mom with a horrified look on her face. It was so funny. And no I'm not a horrible person for finding humor in my nieces terror. Everybody thought is was hilarious. Plus she was only about to turn three and was and is still adorable.

So that was last year. James and I have been back in America for over a year. What is really crazy is that we have been together in the same bed EVERY night for over a year. Even when he has duty he has never had an overnight watch. When we were in Virginia every eight days he would have to sleep on the boat. It has been kind of weird adjusting to being together so much.

James is an instructor at A school down here. He get's these guys right after boot camp and teaches them everything about being an AO (Aviation Ordnance.) James is an AO. He worked on the flight deck when we was on the aircraft carrier. AOs pretty much build and maintain the ordnance (bombs) until it is time to hand it over to the guys who load it onto the planes and then the planes distribute it to unknown terrorists around the world. Haha, Happy Birthday America! Right!?

James really loves being an instructor. He gets these kids for just a short amount of time and makes a real connection with them. He becomes friends with most of them after they graduate on facebook. He gets emails if they have questions about anything once they get to the fleet. Seeing all of his little AOs out there in the fleet really makes him miss being out there. As much as he loves being an instructor he is still a sailor and I posted before that sailors are meant to be out there sailing . It is in his blood now. It's in mine too.

We are both already anxious about where our next adventure will be. We still have a full two years left here and we are already ready for some new action. I am already looking at other base websites to see what is out there. Crazy. I used to think I would be horrible at being a military wife. Now I don't think I will do so well when it comes time for him to retire. Not having to move. I LOVE moving. I also am a crazy wife who likes when my husband has a duty day. WHAT?!! Yup, I said it. I like having a day off to myself where I don't have to cook for the both of us and I get to watch whatever I want on tv or I get to go to bed really early and not feel bad about having spent little time with my husband that day. My friends say that will change when I have kids. I'm sure it will. I LOVE my husband please don't misunderstand. I love having time to myself though too. So does he. Usually after a duty day I cook my best meal and make him feel good about coming home. I do miss him when he has duty or when he is deployed. I  just feel refreshed after having time to myself.

We are still learning how to be together after six years of marriage. I don't think we will stop learning how to be together. I hear couples who have been together over half of their lives who have the same discussions that James and I do. I find that comforting. I like knowing that there will always be some give and take and adjustments to get used to. Otherwise things feel mundane. I like excitement and passion and I like days off too. :)

Friday, July 1, 2011

Feelin Pretty

I just got my make-up done at the Estee Lauder counter at the Nex. They were giving away some FREE samples! I feel pretty so I had James take my picture. :)

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

He's Got This

Last night I went to bed feeling pretty crappy about myself. I think most women feel this way from time to time. I have been feeling like I'm in a rut, sometimes it seems spiritual, sometimes it has to do with my job and sometimes it has to do with my body. Last night it was dealing with my body. I spent about 20 minutes tweezing my face. Yup, not just my eyebrows but my little mustache and under my chin. I have gross man hair growing and it makes me feel so unattractive.  It is hardly noticeable but I can feel it and also have ingrown hairs that look like giant pimples. Not to mention I weighed myself yesterday and I am a mere four pounds away from being my heaviest weight. I had lost about 15 pounds three years ago and kept it off for a long time. Well this year it has been creeping back up on me. I figured some would since we are back in the states and driving instead of walking everywhere.
I go through little spurts of exercising, the thing is, it really isn't the exercising that gets to me. I am pretty active just from work and housework. I do need to do more than I have been but I don't feel that is my downside. My downside is food. I love to eat. I eat when I am bored. I eat more than my husband and he is nearly and entire foot taller than me.
Anywho I did not want this entry to be all about how crappy I feel. I went to work this morning and heard two really great songs.

The first one was this: http://videolyric.com/music-clips/steven-curtis-chapman-do-everything-lyrics-and-video-clip.html

That one is bad audio, but it has all the words typed out. This one from his site is better. http://stevencurtischapman.com/  Just click play.

I love this little part of the song:

Little stuff big stuff in between stuff
God sees it all the same
And while I may not know you I bet I know you
Wonder sometimes does it matter at all
We’ll let me remind you it all matters just as long as you do
Everything you do to the glory of the One who made you
Cause He made you
To do every little thing that you do to bring a smile to His face
And tell the story of grace with every move that you make
And every little thing that you do


I often feel I am going through my life and thats just it. I work, I nap, I clean, I eat, I watch tv. What does it matter to anyone? I have been physically drained since moving to Florida. I think it's the heat, maybe it is health related. I'm not sure. I feel so lazy and sometimes wonder if I'm disappointing God by taking a nap. I feel I am sometimes, I know that I am disappointing myself and my husband. I really want to volunteer at the dental clinic just to get my hands on experience back but I am SO tired.
This song this morning was refreshing to hear. "Little stuff, big stuff, in between stuff." It all does matter. So even if I don't have the energy to volunteer it's ok. When I do have the energy to do big stuff or little stuff as long as I am working as though it is just for HIS glory is all that matters. So today I worked hard and I am hoping to get my bathroom clean and a load of laundry started before I go down for my nap. I am praising God today. He made this day, he made me. If he wants to give me extra energy for his ministry he will. I can use the energy he has already given me and still glorify Him. Yes, I do plan on glorifying him with my clean toilet and having clean clothes to wear to work tomorrow.

The other song that I hear made me tear up a little. It is by Chris Tomlin
http://www.vevo.com/watch/chris-tomlin/i-lift-my-hands/US82Y1100034

It is just an amazing song. I am crying right now. He is a faithful God. No matter what I pour out to Him, he can and does handle it. I know when I talk to Him things WILL BE and ARE ok. He is in control. No matter if we are at war, if I am worried about paying bills, or even being able to have a baby. HE is in control and when I surrender my desire to Him I know it is good. He is faithful. This desire I have he knows about it. If and when he sees to make it happen it will. He is God after all. Songs like this encourage me and remind me of that. I don't need to be so wrapped up in my own problems because He has got it. He has got it under control.